i'm back

so the aftermath of 4th chemo is worse than the other rounds
having a hard time to recover back to my normal state.
guess I'll need a few more days



well, at least no more cisplatin and etoposide being pumped into my body again!
despite them being such horrible chemicals I thank them for they are my saviours(i sound like some psycho chemist guy lol)
all that is left is 1-2 more 1/2 hr session of bleomycin
den 2nd week of aug begins the series of checkups that will lead to my surgery

a lvls.
to others it's getting nearer.
for me, it's getting
.....
.....
.....
distant.

but nevertheless everyone, work hard! =D
I will root for everyone even though I may not take it this yr!  ¶ 18:53