mid-week update.

let's start with today
sth funny happenned during econs lect
there was a cockroach 4 rows above where my class was sitting
which went left and right, causing girls to scream at the top of their voices
jason's expression was so funny; "Wah lau got cockroach I take early leave liao"
LOL
then no boys wanted to be the hero and kill off the cockroach.
so lynette poh put down the mic, went up and scoop the cockroach into her hands!
omg she's so brave
even braver than mr nathan who just observed what was going on LOL

this week seems better than previous weeks
able to absorb during lectures.
managed to pass chem and phy. *phew*
though i am still quite slackish =X

past few days got a few ppl say i'm a radical.
no la, i not radical.
just expressing both sides of an issue.
and it's a fact that spore education system provides less room to explore.
everything is being drilled inside our minds.

totalitarian would be the word of the week.
esp after today's dialog session.
can see that some ppl aren't satisfied with how the school is being "governed".

and also it sums up the situation I'm facing now.
ppl who make decisions on their own w/o discussing with or informing others.
zzz.

in other school-unrelated news,
omg arsenal tio thrash 5-1 by bitter rivals spurs.
TK and Rachel won The Amazing Race! woo my fav team! congrats!
and R.I.P to Heath Ledger, who plays Joker in the upcoming Batman movie "The Dark Knight"
such a young and promising actor (28 y.o). a great loss to the hollywood industry.  ¶ 20:51 0 Comments

  3rd week of 2008 and it doesn't seem good so far.

While ppl are getting better, I'm becoming worse.
What is happening to me?
I have become more lazy
and of late more intolerant.
and tired. so tired.

set to do badly for round 1 of tests
gp compre test was hard as usual
chem test set to flunk.
one day of revision was never going to be enough, and heading to LT4 just now was basically kamekaze.
econs online test was no better. even with 3 brains working tgt, it was a struggle.

and nxt week comes maths test. vectors, i dun like.

as for CCA stuff,
I admit I am getting slackish too.
(though of recent, starting to get back into things)

hw. tons of it.
help is not coming fast.
unable to comprehend lectures this week.
and as always, i am clueless about econs.

DARN IT LA
shit! shit! shit!
a lvls are coming and i am underperforming.
Maybe I should pack up and go poly instead.
or maybe retain to change friggin econs to some other subject
but i dun wanna waste time.
and for the sake of my dreams, I must continue to fight on.

Starting to feel so disillusioned.
The sole consolation is this:

"2008 brings a lot of promise and activity for Scorpio natives. There will be new opportunities and progress unlike trends and events in the last 3 years.

The year opens up with a volatile and difficult phase which will bring hurdles, pressures on health as well as possible loss of money."

Let's hope it's true.

P.S Those who want read 2008 horoscope for fun can click here.  ¶ 21:08 0 Comments

  "ultimately human beings are selfish creatures"
is it true?
i dunno why, i'm starting to see ppl's true colours and encounter ppl who are selfish and only care about themselves.
though, i believe there are still many selfless ppl out there in this world.

anyways,
wow. today i finally found out why the timetable for J2 is so hiong.
it is due to the alvls being held a few weeks earlier this year.
so the school is rushing through the syllabus like a mad bulldog.
zzz

sometimes i wish time will slow down.
so that tutorials can catch up with lectures.
doubts can be clarified.
and more rest time.
(currently sleep hours is an endangered species)

yet i wish time can fly fast.
so i can get a lvls done and over with and enjoy life before NS.

oh forget it
i am no hiro nakamura (those who watch Heroes will know who he is)
i will just have to go along with the flow.
no matter how smooth or rough the journey is.

But aiyah, after saying all that, two things still remains

ECONS IS A CRAP SUBJECT THAT I WILL NEVER COMPREHEND
and more importantly
I NEED MORE SLEEP!  ¶ 21:27 0 Comments

  some iq test i saw from jasper's blog, so i took it for fun

Free-IQTest.net - Mensa IQ Test

dunno accurate or not lol  ¶ 19:41 0 Comments

  update.

starting to feel the pressures of JC 2 life.
homework's piling like mad,
fatigue setting in,
flu spreading around in class
at points of time, my mind just switch off; not interested with whatever the lecturer is talking (well, except for chem.)

and it doesn't stop there.
nxt week will be a busy week.
tests, CCA...
and as expected, tio maths remedial. This means that I have to stay back on one of the days, from 3-5pm.

need to act fast...
before it's too late.
so no more com games for me.

i need motivation.
but is it easy to find it?
in the past, most likely yes.
But now,
I don't know anymore.
afterall, times have changed.
people, including me,
have changed.  ¶ 00:50 0 Comments

  horrid day today
tio struck by flu bug.
sneezing like no one's business!
so hard to concentrate during lessons!
sorry to my classmates if my occasional sneezes were disturbing your concentration

gp test today also hard zzz...

but then in the evening got sms from alice that willy wanted to see me and the other helpers!
(willy is my fav kid from the bridging programme in nov-dec)
so we met up at serangoon mrt @ 6.30pm
willy was accompanied by his parents and siblings!
his siblings dam cute sia!
just like him lol.
then willy's parents invited me, alice and charlotte to dinner@ Macs
They so generous; buy us so many food!
Thanks!
Then talked with them, willy and his sec 1 bro, while his sisters (1 younger and 1 older) joked about.
after a good meal and conversation, we left at 7.45pm.
Yup, seeing willy again brightened up my day lol
he reminds me of what i am when i was young la....
[and Jasper Zhao, i am not a pedophile! =_=]

ok signing off here. surf net for a while, then 2 panadol cold tablets for me and off to bed I go.  ¶ 21:12 0 Comments

  school restarted.
well nth much, it's back to dry lectures and tutorials.
new maths teacher,
and a new classmate.
now all lectures except for chem is in LT2=hard to sneak a quickie nap
pe lessons again, but this time one is in the afternoon;
and the consequences of not keeping fit during the hols= muscle pain lol

yawn.  ¶ 23:51 0 Comments

  my 1st post of 2008!
as usual, after a review of 2007 yesterday, now comes my New Year's Resolution

So here they are:

1) Work hard to get "A"s for the A Levels (and also try to perform well for tests and exams along the way)
Self-explainatory. It will be one hell of a MUG-ATHON year.

2) Continue to grow taller
Like DUH.

3) Pass NAPHA
Must train and pass it so that I wun have to go into NS earlier.

4) Eat more fruit and vegetables
In order to prevent myself from falling sick. Last year, my immunity system was at a 4-year low.

5) Do sth exciting after A Lvls
Yea! Provided (3) is fulfilled LOL

6) ...?


Ok, now for wishes of 2008:

-For Arsenal to win at least 2 major trophies xD
-For everyone to be happy
-For life to progress smoothly

That's it. Chem hw still requires touching up. And I havent touch T10C and 11 of Maths. ROFLOL.
Well, at least I will escape lessons tmr, AVA duty for o1. (=extra time to finish up the remains of hw xD)  ¶ 13:18 0 Comments