3rd week of 2008 and it doesn't seem good so far.

While ppl are getting better, I'm becoming worse.
What is happening to me?
I have become more lazy
and of late more intolerant.
and tired. so tired.

set to do badly for round 1 of tests
gp compre test was hard as usual
chem test set to flunk.
one day of revision was never going to be enough, and heading to LT4 just now was basically kamekaze.
econs online test was no better. even with 3 brains working tgt, it was a struggle.

and nxt week comes maths test. vectors, i dun like.

as for CCA stuff,
I admit I am getting slackish too.
(though of recent, starting to get back into things)

hw. tons of it.
help is not coming fast.
unable to comprehend lectures this week.
and as always, i am clueless about econs.

DARN IT LA
shit! shit! shit!
a lvls are coming and i am underperforming.
Maybe I should pack up and go poly instead.
or maybe retain to change friggin econs to some other subject
but i dun wanna waste time.
and for the sake of my dreams, I must continue to fight on.

Starting to feel so disillusioned.
The sole consolation is this:

"2008 brings a lot of promise and activity for Scorpio natives. There will be new opportunities and progress unlike trends and events in the last 3 years.

The year opens up with a volatile and difficult phase which will bring hurdles, pressures on health as well as possible loss of money."

Let's hope it's true.

P.S Those who want read 2008 horoscope for fun can click here.  ¶ 21:08