how i wish it was all a dream.
it must be, eh?
but no, when I pinch myself, I can feel the pain

being dealt another blow today
doctor's tale is scary

screw it.
no more sports for me.
gdbye to playing soccer with the class, gdbye to running
gdbye to sports that are not "relaxing"

haiz there's nth i can do.
on 13 May i might just sink into severe depression mode.

but for now,
i shall just pray.  ¶ 13:54