here to blog again.
other than a bit of heat rash i'm fine

past few days I have been thinking of an issue
whether to take a lvls this yr or nxt yr

hmm weighing the PROS and CONS

If take this yr,
-maybe cannot cope.
-I cannot overexert myself, or my body will go kaboom
-I wun be able to work at 100% effiency
-so many things to cover so lil time
-i will be in and out of hosp= miss school...
-if side effects occur, i wun be able to come sch too
-chemotherapy might cause fatigue.
-in e end might require surgery= miss sch sumore
-may not be able to achieve gd results for a lvls


but then there will be frends and 0722 to turn to for help
den can get it done and over with faster


but if take nxt yr
-no friends?
-new environment which I may have trouble adapting to?
-econs will continue to be screwed, as this yr batch they are mixing micro and macro tgt
-the sian-ness of jc life for another yr

but then
-will be able to rest my body fully this yr
-will be able to focus better
-more time to catch up, and study
-able to handle the heavy work
-i got 2 yrs to spare [most likely only need serve NS for 2 months xD] , so stay back 1 more yr is not an issue

and sumore this yr cannot guarantee that i can take a lvl.
the chemo sessions/ surgery if needed might clash with a lvls

wah i hate dilemmas
my relatives, family and some of my close friends are advising me to take nxt yr.
hmm opinion anyone?  ¶ 18:44