School has resumed back to normal service.
but it just seems tougher now.
more remedials, classes and piling homework.
more intense PE session.
I'm getting tired, very tired.

My mind has been preoccupied with thoughts these days.
Many thoughts.
Many what-ifs.
Some regrets.
Reflecting on my life which is spinning out of control.

"I came to JC, only to find myself becoming a failure."
To what extent is this statement true?

scaryingly enough, if I were to write an essay on this, this statement would be true to a large extent.

and sometimes, I feel change is a screwed up phenomenon of life.

it all went wrong on that day last year when I had to made an impt decision.
guess which day was it.

oh well, shan't be emo-ing and wasting my time. There's no turning back now.
There's a monster at the end of the tunnel. Kill or be killed.

btw for those who are kaypoh, my block test results are:
H2: Chem-S Maths-U Econs-U, H1: Physics-B, GP-C
Rank pts: 21
nth to be proud of.  ¶ 17:59