i thought that i can start catching up back after missing 2 days of school
BUT NO!
the CMPB had to call my parents up and FORCE ME TO GO NUH FOR MEDICAL DIAGNOSIS
WAH LAU EH
the doctor at CMPB said i could go to any hospital asap, and i was planning this sat
but suddenly this doctor had amnesia and claimed that he ordered me to go NUH immediately the last time
so smart ah
make me miss 1 more day of lesson
and now i must attend that pointless college day
I WAS DAMMED PISSED AS MY CLASSMATES SAW when i left the canteen
HOW CATCH UP WITH LESSONS I ALREADY MISSED?!

den went to NUH after that
INEFFICIENCY SETS IN AGAIN
MY FATHER AND I WAITED 4 POINTLESS HOURS STARING INTO THE SKY
ONLY FOR THE DOCTOR TO SAY "Come back nxt week to see our specialist"
#!@$#!@#$

OMG FREAK!
4 HOURS LEH!
no time to take my dosage of cough medicine
sumore my chem test is tmr!
@#$@#$%@4
NUH IS SO FREAKING FAR.
OMG MY FUTURE APPOINTMENTS...THE TAXI FARES...
GUESS WHAT, TUES GOT CHECKUP AND THUS I MUST TAKE EARLY LEAVE AGAIN
omg MY STUDIES GG LIAO LA
IF THEY DARE FREAKING CHARGE $ FOR THAT CHECKUP I'M GOING TO GO NUTS

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST DO A SCAN ON ME, IDENTIFY THE FREAKING PROBLEM AND DO CHEMOTHERAPY/ RADIOTHERAPY (yes, I foresee I have to undergo this treatment)

ARGH DAM PISSED WITH CMPB AND NUH NOW.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHY IS THIS YEAR TURNING OUT TO BE A SUAY YR FOR ME?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fate is so cruel
but i shall not question it.

There's always a reason behind everything

THOUGH I ALWAYS AM UNABLE TO FIND THE REASON.  ¶ 22:03